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Friday, June 22, 2012

"The house that was not at rest"




The house that was not at rest...

My husband and myself were trying to reconcile our differences after being separated for a while.I was living in Arizona at the time. My husband relocated from down the hill from Fullerton Ca. to Victorville Ca. in the high desert. So we decided to try it again. I moved back with him. Of course this was not my ideal place of choice to reside but he had landed this great job that he could not pass down. His boss who was the owner of the business offered him his house to rent which was now unoccupied because him and his wife were now going to get a divorce. The rent was so low it was unbelievable especially for such a large house on 1and half acre or land. The only thing we had to do was storage some of their belongings for a while. Which was very minimal.

Within a small time I became pregnant with our first child. I got a job as a teacher close to home. While my husband was pretty much married to his job.

I decided one day to start a garden in the back yard we had plenty of room on this big piece of land. As I was digging my garden up I unearthed some strange pieces of papers. Come to find out these papers had satanic signs on them. That kind of scared me. I threw the papers away and tried to put it out of my mind.

One night alone in my bedroom I heard a really loud sound at my window which sounded like a gun shot. It really startled me so. My husband rushed outside to see what it was but came to no conclusions. The next day we investigated and found a large clear imprint of a bird on the window, but there was no bird to be found...

As time progressed things became to get much stranger.

I had a an old dresser which was handed down to me from my mother and handed down from her mother and so on it was pretty old and since my grandmother is past it is very sentimental to me and valuable.
strange thing is every morning at 4:00 A.M. the dresser would creak like someone or something was opening and closing it. My husband would say that it was just old wood settling. Strange was that in the past I never heard unusual noises coming from that piece of furniture.

Something was just not right about the house. I just couldn't put my finger on it. I always felt like I was being watched by someone knowing no one was there. My husband didn't worry too much when he was gone. The house came with top of the notch alarm system. Even though the house was isolated from neighbors. If anything did happen my husband was just minutes away. I never felt comfortable being on my own which was most of the time, due to my husband being absent because of his job.

When the old tenants left they also left two dogs which we happily took good care of. Strange thing was they both had the fear of coming in the house but we took no notice. Adventually one of the dogs died due to old age. So we decided to get a dog of our own.

We came to find out that the house we lived in was commercial land. So it was also used for small businesses. One of the businesses was held as a place where they held cars that were being used for funerals and limos which included hearses. Did this have something to do with what's been happening? Somehow I really didn't think so.

The noises continued as usual...

One day some religious people came by our home and I shared some of the things that were happening and they advised me to do a cleansing which consisted of riding of anything that I may have had that had any kind of negativity attached to it like horror movies or books. They even mentioned that my angel statues could hold some kind of spirituality. At this point I was willing to do anything that would bring peace to my home.
After cleansing my home nothing changed. ..

One particular day my husband didn't have to be into work till later. So as we were having our morning coffee. We both witnessed first hand something that was meant to get our full attention.... A little girls voice very loudly and clearly saying "mommy where are you mommy? I cant find you, I cant find you mommy" We both looked at each other in total shock. ,My husband ran out of the house thinking he was going to find someone outside to find no one. Remember, we're in the desert with no neihbors near or passerby's.
I felt so disturbed by this even to this day it gives me the chills.

The monthly visit to the prenatal doctor for my exam was here again. My husband accompanied me this time. This was his first time I was so excited so he could share with me this special moment on our baby's development. The first heartbeat and ultrasound he was excited also Im sure. Then something happened that was so unexpected....
Something was wrong the nurse could not get the baby to move, I thought maybe it was asleep. The dr. then came in and examined. No heartbeat, could this really be happening? The doctor expressed his deep expression of sorrow. Our baby was dead.
I thought myself in this nightmare and I couldn't wake up.

Could this voice of this little girl that we heard in our home be a message?
I will never know.

We left the home in the later months. Who knows if other tenants were bothered by this house as we were. We never ever felt uncomfortable in any other home after or before. And also my dresser never did creak anymore...








































































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Thursday, June 21, 2012

A girl's first love....















I remember wearing my first mini skirt in the first year of high school and my whole life changed.....

Was it the skirt? Or was it that finally they took notice of the plain Jane ordinary, shy, innocent, conscience minded girl....

She became popular over night every boy wanted to know her.
Every girl hated her.
It's not like she had many friends to begin with.

She was so tired of hiding in the back corner. She never ever wanted to attract attention to herself.

This was her year to shine....

The beginning of a new school year.
A new chance to finally climb out of her shell.

Once I walked on those school grounds I had every boy eating out of the palm of my hands.
They all wanted my number....

Flirted oh yeah I learned it well...
Why not, if I was going to the top why not rise high fast....

And then that fateful morning....

I remember it so well that morning when I walked down to the stairs to go to a class,
I wore it like a glove....There he was like a prince that he was he was one of the popular boys already. He was a Senior tall handsome just plain gorgeous! Light brown hair the most beautiful sexy green eyes. He was also the schools photographer.

And he wanted me, yes he was attracted to me....Can you believe it?

Oh if only I knew then what I know now...

I was so pathetic... Why couldn't I had played a little hard to get? Inside I was screaming...I was shaking, I knew my face was red it felt so hot...

And I knew it right then I was in love....

We were unsepratable from that moment on. I was always wondering where he was at, what was he doing? when he wasn't with me. Yes I was very needy like any young girl my age who has had her first real experience with love.

By the end of the year he was tired of me and wanted someone new, more older, more experienced, more exciting.

I had thought life could no longer continue. I will now find out what a broken heart must feel like. Why? Something so wonderful so beautiful could be over as soon as it began...

A girls first love will never be the same....

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Monday, June 18, 2012

old engagement rings

I know the saying goes: "A diamond is a girls best friend", but you can only wear so many rings....

I just had my fifteenth anniversary with the same man that I am with now. And I just received a pretty big diamond ring that I will definitely wear most of the time. Yes this will be my everyday ring. And I love it!

I actually picked it out this time. This ring is more traditional also. Its brand new and it looks so vintage..

So what does one do with so many old engagement rings? And "No" none of my exes asked for their rings back, I mean who does that? Probably some cheap jerk right?

Well i decided to take all my rings to a jeweler and see if he could create me a beautiful ring that i would be proud to wear. The outcome was not what I expected they could only use the three biggest diamonds of all eight rings and I really didn't want to ruin three rings just to make one. I figured they could use all my little diamonds too and all that gold, is it so hard? So here I am again with all my engagement rings. Is it bad luck or what?



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wow i got the new Apple iPad 3

wow this is so cool i finally got my new apple iPad 3 it is so cool!
I cannot believe the same resemblance of my old iPad to the new one. One difference though is I picked the white interface instead of the black which I already own.

Really if you put both of them side by side there is no difference at all except of course the awesome video and camera is like so cool!

I bought this cool keyboard specifically for my blogging, which I have to catch up with. Anyways I purchased this really good keyboard that doubles as a cover for my iPad. Whats also cool too that it really looks like a small mac book air.

Now my big problem now is: "what do i do with my old iPad"?

Its like a part of me that I really cannot part with. We've gone through so much together my old friend and I. I tell myself that I can always keep it as a back up but really I probably wont ever pick it up, let alone charge it.

I've read somewhere that someone used their old iPad for an alarm clock.

And really it doesn't make any sense in selling it because you don't get much money for it. For the price i would get for it I would rather just keep it.

Well I am quite happy with my purchase of my new piece of technology. I will never be without it. "Thank you Apple"!

Well one of the rumors that I have heard about the new iPad is the constant over heating which kind of puzzles me because I have not even had problems with it over heating at all.

Up date.. Yes it does over heat, way more than my old iPad but I guess they say it's because of the faster processor.
I guess apple cannot be perfect....




New iPad with the white interface....




My new pink cover, fits perfect...



Fits perfect with my Bluetooth keyboard/ magnetized.....


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